⊱ sixth vision | memory theater

[taravata]

[ooc note: warning! features a naked man eating a snake. may potentially squick!]

[ooc note: Warning: cat drowning! The memory basically cuts off at 3:53 but if you'd like, your character is free to see the whole thing.]


[ Apologies for lateness! Computer troubles + new computer configuration issues! ]

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[sparkling-by.livejournal.com]

Mister... Hawkins? How about... how about some tea?

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[taravata.livejournal.com]

[ The sound of a device being smashed repeatedly against the ground. ]

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[taravata.livejournal.com]

You- You saw it didn't you? Don't got to play dumb. I know you did.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Oh, Ben...

audio; several minutes later

[taravata.livejournal.com]

[ If anger could be perfectly embodied in words. ]

Don't start, goddamnmit.

audio;

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Start what?

audio; <3 sorry, slowness due to tweeking cmputer stuff

[taravata.livejournal.com]

I ain't marked. She-- She was just scared.

audio;

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Ben, I'm not saying you are, if anything it's possible you're blessed. It would explain a few things.

audio;

[taravata.livejournal.com]

Don't know if blessed is the word. Can't even keep my own damn thoughts in my head.

audio;

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

You can heal, that's a rare gift.

audio;

[taravata.livejournal.com]

[ And he's seen how it can change someone's life, but there's always a price - a dangerous price in that case. ]

Don't mean I'm blessed. [ A pause, anger still penetrating his voice, making his words terse and and rigid. ] No way to take them down?

audio;

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Your powers? Why? What are the side effects?

audio;

[taravata.livejournal.com]

Trouble.

audio;

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Trouble comes to a lot of people.

[taravata.livejournal.com]

Some folks got a special attraction for it.

[ Hesitantly. ]

Wherever they go.

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know how that goes.

[taravata.livejournal.com]

Can't you hide yourself? You choose to look like you are, don't you?

[backseatangel.livejournal.com]

Not really? We take human hosts when we're on Earth, so we look like them.

audio;

[rehymenator]

It wasn't for her to determine.

[ A human can't pass judgment on His gifts' use or misuse... ]

audio;

[taravata.livejournal.com]

What was she supposed to think?

audio;

[rehymenator]

...That's not for me to determine.

audio;

[taravata.livejournal.com]

She was scared out of her wits. A cat in the ground's 'ppose to stay in the ground.

audio;

[rehymenator]

Are things always so black and white?

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[taravata.livejournal.com]

 

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[taravata.livejournal.com]

She didn't have no other way to explain it. Probably couldn't think straight- after my father left.

She was scared, nervous. [ Crazy. ]

audio;

[rehymenator]

And you?

audio;

[taravata.livejournal.com]

What about me?

[ He knows what Castiel's asking. ]

audio;

[rehymenator]

That is a lot of power for a human. An important one.

[ 'One' could be one of the two subjects under current discussion. Castiel's not clarifying, though. ]

audio;

[taravata.livejournal.com]

Never asked for it. [ Defensive, suddenly, as if Castiel's comment was intended as criticism. ] Never wanted it.

audio;

[rehymenator]

They rarely do. That's why you're the ones who get it.

audio;

[taravata.livejournal.com]

Don't get why anybody should get it. It ain't our right-- we're people, men. That's all we are.

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

Chances Sam and me can drag you 'round with us? We die at least as often as the cat.

[Totally Dean telling you it's awesome and not weird...okay so it's weird but awesome weird]

Pretty sure Cas is getting pissed bringing us back from the dead.

[taravata.livejournal.com]

You think it's some kind of joke?

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

Nope. I think it's friggin' awesome.

[taravata.livejournal.com]

Ain't really.

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

[He'll be serious now] Most things like that really aren't. 'Least you can help people with it.

Are there any side effects?

[taravata.livejournal.com]

Something like this never come free.

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I got that but what's the price?

[taravata.livejournal.com]

Don't ask me.

[dude-imbatman.livejournal.com]

so whatever it is...it's bad.