taravata: (⊱ ROUSTIE)

CHARACTER FACT SHEET


NAME: Benjamin John Hawkins.
BORN: Milfay, Oklahoma / 1916
AGE: 19
OCCUPATION: Carnival roustabout , fake faith healer, stopper of the apocalypse
ALIGNMENT: chaotic good
SPECIES: Avatar ('creature of light')
ABILITIES: healing, restoring life, spontaneous visions and his fists.
HE WAS: a farmer, a thief and a convict
HE IS: prison escapee, carnie rouster, a murderer, and the physical representation of god's light

He bleeds blue blood.
Spiritually aware characters (angels in particular) will notice a white aura around him.

PLOTTING! ).

PING WORDS. )
taravata: (⊱ CONVERSATIONAL)
I'll let Wikipedia do most of the work for me.

Here's some info Daniel Knauf (the series creator) provided for pre-show canon:
Pre-Show History )
taravata: (⊱ BOYISH)
Here is the ever handy-dandy Critique & Contact post. Have suggestions, questions, or critique for how I play Ben? Whatever it is, feel free to hit me up on this post.  Comments will be screened.

Also, here's where to go if you ever need to contact me regarding plotting, dropped tags, or if you just want to get in touch with me. Feel free to give me a poke here, along with any of these contacts:

AIM: along cat is long
Y!M: potatosforpowerwrist
E-mail: aeloriax [at] gmail.com
Personal LJ: [livejournal.com profile] ignipotent
taravata: (⊱ DUBIOUS)



I'm pretty damn sick of this song, if I'm gonna be honest.
taravata: (⊱ HAZE)
 Ain't gonna play your game.

[ Oh, he is. ]
taravata: (⊱ UNCERTAIN)
I never knew a time when my Ma wasn't off her nut.

After my father left, after I was born- guess all that did something to her. She was a religious crazy. Did things like keep me in the house for days, readin' bible verses like it'd chase something out of me. Didn't really get the chance to make many friends, on account of that. Also on account of havin' to work to survive.

I guess I was lonely back then. Never thought of it that way- in words. Still, I felt it.

You know what's funny?

I'm free now, I get to make my own decisions. And I'm still kinda alone. I ain't good with talkin'. Ain't good with people. When you're raised like that, I guess you forget what it's like to not be by yourself.

There's two kinds of loneliness: one, where you got people around you, but you're still separated. The other, where you actually got no one.

[ The soft buzz of an open connection. Silence sits on his tongue. ]

Anybody lookin' for a place to live?
taravata: (⊱ ROUSTIE)
Don't be a goof.

Don't shoot yourself in the eye. Don't shoot anybody anywhere. Don't take any wooden nickels.

[ooc: Ben Hawkins. No [livejournal.com profile] withloadedguns's assistant counselor. ]
taravata: (⊱ OBSERVE)
Don't get why one door in, don't mean one door out. Don't get why people come in spades one weekend, just to leave in a flash, either.

But I reckon I have an idea why we're here: they're tryin' to stop us from going back home and doing things that are important. Things that we need to do, that we gotta do.

[ooc: Backdated to... earlier today. Hi LJ, you really suck.

ANYONE is welcome, especially Carnivale canonmates, and even doubles if it tickles your fancy. &herats; ]
taravata: (⊱ MARKED)
And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.
taravata: (⊱ HAYSEED)
[ Ben stands at the side of the road. Behind him are the words CHING'S CHINESE FOOD in red letters painted on the side of a white plaster building. ]

Any folks lookin' for an extra hand? Don't got no specialized skills, but I'm pretty good at physical labor. Carrying heavy loads, settin' things up, doing delivery and pick-up. Could be decent help on a construction site, I'd bet.

[ He stares at the camera a moment. An awkward pause ensues. ]

But I sure as hell won't be doin' anything obscene. Even if I got only a few clams and a pocket full of lint.
taravata: (⊱ CONVERSATIONAL)
I'd never been to Paris, nevermind France or Europe. Never been much out of the Southwest until recently.

But I once heard somethin' about the Dauphin of France coming down to Missouri. From the newspaper, maybe a book. He's like a prince, ain't he?
taravata: (⊱ ROUSTIE)
I can't do a damn thing to fix it.

I tried. Goddammit, I tried. The same way I brought it down.

[ Quieter now. ]

Was there anyone hurt?
taravata: (⊱ OBSERVE)
[The recording turns on in the middle of Tavi’s sentence. His voice is calm, but there’s a hard edge to his words that belies the calm.] -- ‘s how I noticed. There’s still traces of it left.

Maybe I'm a stupid sonvuabitch for thinkin' I could get what I want. [ Desperation hangs heavy on Ben’s words, his tone growing increasingly strident as he speaks. ] It ain't right-- No, it ain't my place.

How did you do it, though? And why?

I never meant it for it to be this way. I just wanted what I thought most folks here wanted: a free ticket out. But nothing's free. Always gotta be some price, some goddamn consequence. 

Only God's got this right.

[ An intermission, as Ben Hawkins moves to snap on the communicator, to confess to the entire network, when he notices that the red light of his communicator is already signaling its recording mode. His next words are quieter under the microscope of public judgment. ]

I brought the damn thing down. The barrier.

[And just before the recording ends, Tavi’s voice again – unsurprised .] Can you undo it?

[ooc: White is Ben, Blue is Tavi! ]
taravata: (Default)
You said you could do this, did you lie?

I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask for it this way. [ He grunts in pain- ] Stop it. Stop it now.  Get out of my head--

You're scared, you're nervous. You don't deserve what God has bestowed on you. I see now that this is His way of taking it back. You've failed His test -- then again most humans are like you: too weak to pass.

I'm just a man. That's all I am, all I ever was, ever will be.  I never asked for this. Never said I was gonna save anyone-- I can't.  I just gotta get out.

[ Spoken in a yell - ]

I just gotta get out, goddammit.



[ ooc: Sorry for the delay! Backdated to Mid-day. Likely, no one will respond but this is more for announcing the event.

Orange is
Anna and Teal is Castiel. ]
taravata: (⊱ MARKED)
The words of a crone. )

You're marked, boy. You're marked by the beast. )

[ Apologies for lateness! Computer troubles + new computer configuration issues! ]
taravata: (Default)
Whole lot of folks in this place tonight.

[ The subsequent pause is abrupt, his voice suddenly urgent. ]

Is the barrier down? Is that way folks are comin' in spades?

[ ooc: Anyone except doubles please. ♥ Carnivale characters of any size or shape are very very welcomed. ]
taravata: (⊱ HAYSEED)
[ Here is one Ben Hawkins sitting on a park bench in Xanadu's spring section, wax-paper wrapped sandwich sitting lonely in his hands. For he's busy trying to entertain- chase away company, specifically one mousy-haired female who's sat herself down next to him. ]

I don't want to talk to you. Leave me alone.

[ There's a douche in response to that, and the woman stands in an angry huff, shoots daggers at him then walks away. Ben is clearly still annoyed. Why anyone wants to talk to him, he doesn't get. Compared to most folks here, he looks like a vagrant: dirt and sweat-streaked dressed in duds equally as filthy. Curses or not, this place is a fancy, clean place; at least, fancier than Ben has ever known. ]
taravata: (⊱ OBSERVE)
Right, I'm not gonna say this again.

Whoever's the sunvabitch who stole from me yesterday, you best confess.

S'important to me, what you took. [ Which is said rather awkwardly, as if the words don't fit in his mouth. ] A medal, pretty fancy, got a cross on it. Ain't worth much, not real silver. [The slightest pause ]  It's my father's.

[ Once again, the words are awkward. ]

Also got the words "by this sign we conquer" on the front, in Latin.

Return it and we're dutch. Won't make a fuss, won't press no charges.

ooc )
taravata: (⊱ HAZE)
private | spoken off recording )

Anybody here ever leave and come back?
taravata: (⊱ ROUSTIE)
[ The screen snaps on, revealing one magnified blue eye. It snaps off for a minute, then turns on once again to reveal a dirt-stained face at a far enough distance to catch his whole visage. He looks annoyed, to say the least. Brow furrowed, lip curled in mild frustration.

Then the screen shuts off again.

But the blank screen is suddenly accompanied by a harsh SCREECH, followed by the loud two-beat thump of someone hitting the side of the device. There's another loud screech, as the device is pushed away in frustration, accidentally turning on once more to reveal a clear picture of Ben Hawkins, looking down at the device. ]


—— Future ain't nothing but a goddamn piece of shit.

[ooc: i've been out sick with the flu/cold?? the entire day, but backtags will come! ]
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